Ultrasound results

Not good news, I'm afraid. This morning's ultrasound showed no follie growth, just a bunch more tiny little ones in both ovaries (thanks, PCOS!).  Apparently all the ovary pain, cramping, bloating and achiness the last couple of days are not a result of maturing follies like I had hoped, just more tiny little cysts clogging up my ovaries and not doing anything useful.

I'll be going in again on Monday AM for another u/s. The nurse said that because that will be CD17, unless there is some crazy miraculous growth over the weekend, this cycle will be cancelled as well and my next step will be meeting with the RE again to make a new plan.  My assumption is that we'll switch to Femara + Trigger + TI, but we'll see.

I was really sad when I got those results this morning. I cried most the the way home and then lost it again when I walked in the door and saw my husband's expression fall the moment he looked at me. I feel so bad that my body is failing him too, and I'm helpless to do anything about it despite my efforts.

I just want one win. One tiny little win. 14 months of waiting and constant disappointment is beginning to wear me down.