Sunday, August 25, 2013

10DPO - BFNs

I figured I should post a quick update since my last post seemed kind of promising.  Since then, I've been testing each morning and they are definite BFNs so far.  My temps are still up there (about 98.25 both today and yesterday) but certainly no hint of a second line on the Wondfos.  I'm coming to terms with the fact that even though today's only 10DPO, it's pretty unlikely I'm KU this cycle. I know I'm not out until AF shows so I'll keep testing every couple of days until then but I don't have high hopes at this point.

This cycle was a total mind fuck and took me off my "game". I almost wish I hadn't even O'd since, before this happened I knew how to feel.  I had accepted the reality of our situation, knew the path we were going to follow, and was ready to move forward. Now my feelings are all over the place. I'm apprehensive and unsure about everything. I'm just tired mentally and don't want to start over again. It feels like we're back at square one.  Realistically I know that's not true so I'm trying to get in a better mindframe about it but right now it's difficult.

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  1. Runnin' Red8/25/13, 10:01 AM

    10 DPO is still really early, but I know seeing BFN's at any point can be discouraging.

    I am sorry that you are feeling conflicted about things, but I am proud of how you voiced your opinions to the nurses and doctor about not speeding ahead to IVF. It is a big step from what you were doing before and even though it gives you the best chances, there are still many other protocols you can do before taking that plunge.

    Good luck with the 2ww!

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    1. ChickinNH8/25/13, 10:41 AM

      You're right - I just checked through your blog actually, and saw that your second line didn't start showing up until about 13DPO! That makes me feel a little better. I'll keep the hope alive :-) Thx RR.I hope all is well with you!

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  2. jaytee168/25/13, 12:49 PM

    10DPO is still early, so I will continue to hold out hope, keep my fingers crossed and send you lots of good juju, or whatever you want to call it! I'm sorry you're feeling so conflicted, this process really is a mindfluck. Know that you have a plan b, but know that I am routing for you and still hoping you won't need it. FX!!

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  3. RunDreamer8/25/13, 5:31 PM

    Chickin, I know 100% what you mean and have felt the same way about our path too. I had accepted our plan and then the doctor threw us a curveball... now I'm so confused! I know this isn't easy, but hang in there. I really hope that you won't have to worry about the next cycle and that this will be it!!

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