I figured I should post a quick update since my last post seemed kind of promising. Since then, I've been testing each morning and they are definite BFNs so far. My temps are still up there (about 98.25 both today and yesterday) but certainly no hint of a second line on the Wondfos. I'm coming to terms with the fact that even though today's only 10DPO, it's pretty unlikely I'm KU this cycle. I know I'm not out until AF shows so I'll keep testing every couple of days until then but I don't have high hopes at this point.
This cycle was a total mind fuck and took me off my "game". I almost wish I hadn't even O'd since, before this happened I knew how to feel. I had accepted the reality of our situation, knew the path we were going to follow, and was ready to move forward. Now my feelings are all over the place. I'm apprehensive and unsure about everything. I'm just tired mentally and don't want to start over again. It feels like we're back at square one. Realistically I know that's not true so I'm trying to get in a better mindframe about it but right now it's difficult.