So remember how I said I was sort of excited for this cycle? Yeah, I'm not anymore.
After starting this cycle with 18 days of bleeding (and a month of Metformin-induced pooping), I finally restarted the temping and OPKs but that didn't last too long since I threw my back out last week! Yahoo! Aaaand, I also have a head cold. I'm pretty much a pile of shit right now.
I've been trying to continue temping but haven't been as consistent as I'd like (seeing how I'm having a hard time just moving nevermind holding a BBT in my vag) and I'm not sure how reliable the temps are. Overall, I have seen a pretty significant temp rise but I don't know if that's due to actually ovulating or if my temps are elevated because I'm in pain. Regardless, it sucks either way. If I actually O'd, that would be incredible since it would be the first O in 10 months of TTC but talk about awful timing since I'm a cripple right now (zero chance of getting pregnant this cycle). And if my temps are up due to the pain then this is just a massive mind f#&k. I am also on NSAIDs (umm, and Percocet) which will likely screw up my cycle further if I have not yet O'd.
In other words, this cycle is pretty much just another waste of time. FF gave me dotted crosshairs last Thursday so I should know in about a week whether or not that is actually true. I hope it is because that would mean A) I actually O'd! and B) I could restart a new cycle and have another chance before I see the RE again at the beginning of May.
Alright, I'm gonna go ahead and put an end to this rambling post now. As I mentioned I'm currently on pain meds and am pretty sure I'm not really making much sense tonight. This post has taken me about 45 mins to write because I keep forgetting what I'm doing. I think I'll go to bed and dream about being able to walk again someday.