Wednesday, August 6, 2014

I can't believe it

My sign came through for me.
I am pregnant.

I am pregnant!!!

I actually got the urban legend miracle BFP - no doctors, no medications, no thousands of dollars... I can't believe it. I can't stop the tears from coming.

I finally got the experience I've been wanting for for more than 2 years - I was able to run into the bedroom waving my positive pee stick in Hubs face and he was as shocked as I and we laughed and cried and hugged and jumped up and down. It took 26 months and a whole lot of pain to get this moment but we finally got it.
I can't believe it.

I'd been waiting this whole time until tomorrow at 13DPO to test since I'm working from home tomorrow and fully expected a BFN but after last night's rainbow I couldn't wait another day. I never truly thought we would be so fortunate though.
I just cannot believe it.

Maybe being pregnant with Petey reset my hormones to where they needed to be.
Maybe all our prayers worked.
Maybe all the exercise and weight loss had an effect.
Maybe my sweet little Petey pulled some strings for me.

I really don't know. All I know is that I am thankful. I am nervous and I am scared to death and I am excited. I miss my Petey but I am happy too.

I will call the RE today to see when I can come in for a beta. They are going to be shocked.

Please stick baby. Please be healthy. Please be our take-home rainbow baby.


  1. Aghh!!! Best news I've heard in a long time! That is a fabulous line lady and I have my FX for a fantastic beta! Congrats!

  2. There are no words to describe how truly happy this post makes me. Congratulations sweety!! FX for awesome betas!!

  3. This is the most wonderful, beautiful thing I have ever seen! I can't stop the happy tears from flowing, I am so over the moon for you <3

  4. My comment completely disappeared! Let's try this again ... I am so amazingly excited for you. Seriously, there were tears flowing this morning when I saw this. That is a great line! I am keeping everything crossed that this pregnancy is uneventful and boring. :) Sending you so much love. <3

  5. I really couldn't love this any more than I do. Chickin, I am so unbelievably happy for you. I hope with all of my heart that this is your take-home baby. I have everything crossed for amazing betas and the happiest, healthiest 9 months. So much love and best wishes for you guys <3 <3 <3

  6. I have happy tears in my eyes from reading this. I am so excited for you!!!! FX that everything goes smoothly this pregnancy and this is your take home baby. And with the timing I can't help but think that little Petey is up there pulling some strings for you <3

  7. Chickin I can't even put into words how happy I am for you. I truly believe that Petey played a role in all of this, in bringing you this miracle. I am beyond happy and thrilled for you, words really can't do justice to the overwhelming emotions that I am feeling right now. I am praying for amazing betas, a long and healthy nine months, and your beautiful rainbow baby coming home in your arms. I love you more than I can say <3 <3 <3 <3

  8. This is the most amazing news!! Congratulations I am thrilled for you:-)

  9. I am so happy for you, this is such fantastic news! This is definitely a sign from Petey! Sending you tons of love and prayers for a happy, healthy, completely uneventful nine months! <3

  10. Thank you ladies!! I can't contain the excitement! I soooooo appreciate the support!! <3

  11. Amazing!!!! So excited for you!

  12. CHICKIN. Holy shit I have so many emotions right now, I am so very happy for you!!! If I could I would run to you, pick you up and twirl you around in the most gigantic hug of all time in the history of the world!!

    Holy shit I need to go into a room and scream profanities into a pillow.

    1. Hahaha! JUST the reaction I was looking for ;-) <3 xoxo

  13. Amazing news! Congrats :)

  14. Oh my goodness!!!!! There are tears in my eyes right now, I just can't even express how happy I am for you that this has happened for you! And especially in this way, with no interventions. I want to hug you and scream! Haha. Oh Chicken I am so so happy for you! Congratulations!

  15. Wow. Wow. Wow!!!!
    Congratulations from the bottom of my heart. I am so happy to read such joyful news after following your story. What a miracle :D

  16. omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgOMG

    When I find more words than "omg" I'll be sure to write more.

    Congrats :)

  17. OH MY GOD!!!!! WOWOWEEEEEE! I can't believe I didn't see this post until today!

    That is a serious second line Chickie! I am so very happy this has happened and you got this experience! You deserve this unexpected gift!