Tuesday, June 4, 2013

And here it is...

...the 1 year post I always knew was coming.
Woohoo! 1 year! Party!

Today it doesn't feel too bad (thankfully). But it's tough knowing that in all this time and with all this effort, there has not actually been any chance at all to get pregnant since I haven't ovulated.  

On the bright side, in the last year I have learned a lot about my body, have completed all my testing, and have moved on to IF treatments. It's no longer a matter of just waiting and wondering WTF is happening (hint: nothing), it's now a matter of knowing that nothing's going to happen on its own and trying out different treatments to see what works.  At least there's a plan now and I'm moving forward (however slowly it may be) instead of just standing still.

Today's CD25 so I called my RE to let them know that my first medicated cycle was a no-go and am waiting for a call back.  The nurse said she expects the RE would probably want to up my dose to 100mg Clomid (after more Provera). I let her know about my suspected cyst so I'm interested to hear what he has to say.  I sense another visit with the dildo-cam in my future!


  1. Ugh the 1 year mark is a tough one. Glad that you have at least learned a lot over the past year and are now on the road to treatment.

  2. I felt the same way one my 1 year mark. I felt like I was actually being pro-active and it felt good. Sorry this cycle isn't working out = (

  3. Boo for these kinds of anniversaries... I hope the next cycle is the one for you!!