So I "came out" about IVF to my girlfriends this morning via email. They all knew Hubs and I had been TTC for a while and a couple of them knew we were seeing an RE but they didn't know we were going through IVF. We all got together yesterday and I was planning to share the news at that point but there ended up being a few girls there with whom I am not very close and I didn't feel comfortable sharing it with them. So instead, I sent an email to my close girlfriends early this morning with a quick overview and asked them to please just keep their fingers crossed for me and Hubs over the next few weeks. I haven't heard back from anyone yet.
Ugh, now I'm regretting saying anything at all. I keep checking my email every 5 mins to see if there's a response yet. I'm sure that I'm just being impatient and that it's just that everyone's busy with work this morning and maybe haven't even read it but now I'm all worried that I've shared too much and made people uncomfortable and they don't know what to say...I don't know. I'm just feeling really exposed right now and wondering if this was a mistake.
I hate how insecure and unsure this all makes me feel!
I'm sure I'll hear back from them by this evening. Right??!!!? Yuck.