tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2898157299165118892.post8307775971253876442..comments2023-07-07T06:03:52.868-04:00Comments on Diary of a Little Chicken: I am a terrible person.ChickinNHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04126625683837771573noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2898157299165118892.post-40341404097569399022013-11-03T16:23:37.082-05:002013-11-03T16:23:37.082-05:00I agree with CC also. It's hard to explain to ...I agree with CC also. It's hard to explain to most, but the emotional aspect of infertility can be so difficult. I would probably feel the same way. tiny dovehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02776731107739352272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2898157299165118892.post-66292250113588058012013-11-01T00:53:28.048-04:002013-11-01T00:53:28.048-04:00I totally agree with CC, & I can definitely se...I totally agree with CC, & I can definitely see why you would feel that way! Don't beat yourself up! Honestly, if I was in your position I think I would feel the same way...and of course no one wants to feel that way, it's just what happens! You're completely normal, girl! ::hugs::crazychickenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06500425049854099917noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2898157299165118892.post-9363744811882942322013-10-31T22:18:36.554-04:002013-10-31T22:18:36.554-04:00I appreciate you girls so much. Thank you!!I appreciate you girls so much. Thank you!!ChickinNHhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04126625683837771573noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2898157299165118892.post-72617105913906206172013-10-31T20:13:40.024-04:002013-10-31T20:13:40.024-04:00One thing I have learned from IF is there is no ri...One thing I have learned from IF is there is no right or wrong way when it comes to your emotions. Sometimes our heads tell us one thing, while our heart goes in another direction. You are an amazing person. Don't beat yourself up. This process is hard. You do what do need to, and feel what you need to, to get to the other side.sunlavenderhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00310275896543014073noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2898157299165118892.post-77130454783656667042013-10-31T12:40:12.652-04:002013-10-31T12:40:12.652-04:00I just want to reach out and hug you! Cici really...I just want to reach out and hug you! Cici really hit all the points that I was thinking reading through this post. You are allowed to feel however you feel, whatever that is. I am learning that you can't control how you feel, the only thing you can do is feel it and then decide what you want to do with that. You can't make it go away just like that, but there's no point in adding to your feelings by beating yourself up about it. <br /><br />I still feel like a b@%#^ that I haven't talked to my SIL as much about this pregnancy, but it's what I need to do to keep putting one foot in front of the other right now. It's not that I don't inquire when we see each other and wish her well, sincerely, but it's such a different feeling than when she was KU with #1 and I had no idea about IF. And that sucks, but it's also ok. My parting wisdom: fake it till you make it (my current mantra!) and stop beating yourself up about feeling this way. Love ya, girl, I'm always here for you!! <3jaytee16https://www.blogger.com/profile/15077589581387625633noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2898157299165118892.post-1236312871205963592013-10-31T10:40:17.598-04:002013-10-31T10:40:17.598-04:00Don't beat yourself up over feeling this way- ...Don't beat yourself up over feeling this way- I have definitely been there before. I used to feel sad and annoyed when we were going through IF treatments and I would hear that a friend was starting to TTC - in my head I would route against them getting pregnant before us, which is totally mean spirited, but it helped me cope!<br /><br />Of course you want your cycle to work and it would be tough if theirs worked and yours didn't! Those are totally normal thoughts. Runnin' Redhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08465353444074882743noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2898157299165118892.post-87802572299626856002013-10-30T23:19:06.378-04:002013-10-30T23:19:06.378-04:00Thank you so much for your comment CC - you have n...Thank you so much for your comment CC - you have no idea how much that helps me right now. You're the best <3ChickinNHhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04126625683837771573noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2898157299165118892.post-57608224768401802892013-10-30T22:57:09.390-04:002013-10-30T22:57:09.390-04:00Chickin, you can't feel badly for feeling the ...Chickin, you can't feel badly for feeling the way you feel... honestly, I don't know A and wife from Adam, but based off of wife's awkward response to you at the RE office... I don't like them too much!! You are a good person for giving her the benefit of the doubt. Me? Psht. Biiiiiiiitch!! ;) In all seriousness though. I COMPLETELY understand and followed your logic in this post. Rationally, we know that A & wife's fertility has nothing to do with yours... but this journey is an EMOTIONAL journey. Nothing about it is rational. So don't beat yourself up for feeling the way you feel. You are NOT a bad person for having those thoughts. Cause honestly... we all feel that way. It means that you're human. ((hugs)) I hope you can forgive yourself and make peace with the situation (and good for you for making plans with them this weekend. I'd be like "Peace the eff out!" LOL)RunDreamerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05903473942046475937noreply@blogger.com